.purple. .potato. .panda.

blue eyes blue eyes

2010-07-17T00:46:00.002+08:00

i think it's time to let purplepotatopanda go :)

it's been a great 3 years, but let's face it. this blog started off as 3 best friends wanting to share a blog (okay maybe 2 best friends, and we just dragged leona in ;p) but now only 1 continues writing in it. it just doesn't seem right, having that concept but not "upholding" it, somehow. so.. yeah.

this blog will remain here, untouched.

i'll be here instead :)

who do you love? me or the thought of me?

2010-07-08T00:10:00.009+08:00

the other day i watched pearl harbour, and i got overwhelmed by Josh Hartnett's cuteness. seriously. years ago when i watched it for the first time, i actually preferred Ben Affleck. my goodness. i think i must have been blind!

How.

Could.

Have resisted!

*slaps 12 year old tzeyin*

he's just so handsome! no.1 on my list of celebrity crushes. *fans self*

i was so crazily obsessed with him that day that i googled "josh hartnett's girlfriends" and there was this whole list of famous actresses and models! i didn't even know he dated half of them. & they're all gorgeous! sigh. if only i had a chance with him. hahahahahhahahah

i'm going crazy. hahaha.

ok! let's move on to no.2 on my list of celebrity crushes!

now, this guy is a bit controversial. a lot of people dislike him because (i gotta admit) he's quite a jerk in real life. but when he's performing with his guitar..... who cares, i say!

yeap, it's John Mayer!

if you've seen his 'where the light is' concert, you'll know what i'm talking about. he somehow manages to make his shows so different from his albums. the amount of solos, the way he sings... and you can see how passionate he is about his songs. gosh, if i was in the audience i think i would've fainted from his awesomeness. haha.

okay, that's all. i haven't figured out who's no.3 on my list yet :P

i'm not quite sure why i'm posting this up also.

bye! :D

long as you got me you won’t need nobody

2010-07-03T02:14:00.004+08:00

should i cut my fringe?

6 more days!!!!!!!!!!!!! you can do this, tze yin.

my timetable for term 5 is out, and it's quite packed. :(
classes everyday, most start at 9.30am and end at 6pm.
but i'm actually excited for this term. & for once, i don't mind having a busy timetable.
it feels quite nice. makes me feel like i have a life. haha.

anyways, yes.

Argentina vs Germany tomorrow night!

this is going to be exciting.
i'm supporting argentina :p

this may be random, but i miss high school.

bye!

and i want you to want me

2010-06-25T12:03:00.003+08:00

why does time seem to move sooo. slowly. especially when you need it to move faster!

13 more days.

normally 13 days flies by like nobody's business, and i'd be left wondering why is time moving so fast.

why!!

i just want this internship to be over withhhh. let me go back to college!

**

i've been having weird, funny and really confusing dreams lately.

ps. is it dangerous if whenever you move your head it hurts?

i know a place where the grass is really greener

2010-06-23T20:26:00.002+08:00

i wanna go for mtv world stage!!!!!!!!!!!

trying to win those tickets but i missed the session, so i gotta wait another 1 hour and 30 minutes.

random thought; an apple a day keeps the doctor away. two days ago, i ate 2 apples, but ended up getting a fever that very same day. liessssss.

okayyy. got a splitting headache now. byee

in my life, there's been heartache and pain

2010-05-20T03:25:00.001+08:00

it's been exactly a month since training started & i haven't taken an MC once!

woohoo! *claps self on back*

this reminds me, i'm itching for an MC. HAHA

secretly hoping that little cough will develop into a fever just so i can have an extra day off.

or hoping that my back will hurt so much i can't go to work. hahahaa

i'm so lazy seriously.

wishing i would fall sick just to avoid going to work.

lalala.

i need to start readjusting my sleeping patterns!

3am - 12pm everyday is not healthy!

okay bye.

are we different?

2010-05-03T13:29:00.002+08:00

weekend well spent, i must say :)

here goes another 12 days of non-stop work :(

byebye.

ps. what a useless post. hahaha

as many times as i blink, i'll think of you tonight

2010-04-25T01:52:00.007+08:00

sleeping at not less than 2am almost everyday,
sleeping in until 11am,
waking up with sore arms and legs (especially my calves, i dunno why),
eating late lunch/dinner in the back alley where my friends are that cute stray dog and those two rats.

essentially, having no life. haha.

that describes my work i guess.

happily enough, i don't dread it as much as i did previously.

maybe it's the place,
maybe it's the people.

:)

adel, i miss you and the monkeys badly :( :(
i can't wait to reunite with you guys 3 months from now.
let's hope july comes real real soon!

ps. i'm sorry, my eyes is blind. thank you! (inside joke haha)

i'm in pieces, baby, fix me

2010-04-11T00:31:00.003+08:00

it's funny how things can turn around in a matter of weeks.

i'm glad that things worked out the way i wanted them to.

:D

my drama with my industrial training placement has finally been settled!

if you're interested in knowing, this is what happened :

i applied for restaurant A as my first choice. then about 2 weeks later i found out i was accepted (no interview required, they accepted me straight). the only thing is, because i didn't have to go for an interview, i didn't have a chance to speak to the person in charge & get the necessary details that i wanted. so the career center asked me to contact them myself. but anyhow, i was quite busy with college so i didn't call them either.

until 2 weeks ago i called them and they said "ohhh okay, we have to check with the head office first yeah? we'll call you back" but they never did. so last wednesday, i called them to ask if they were still accepting trainees (cos i was pestering my friend to follow me) & then that's how i found out that there was no trainees at restaurant A! how could this be right? since i was already confirmed and all. so anyway, i went back to the career center in college and asked them about it. they were clueless too so a phone call to restaurant A's head office was made and true enough, there was no trainee at restaurant A because they transferred me to their other branch in mount kiara.

how could they do that right? i mean after all, i applied for A, why transfer me to mount kiara? and the cheek of them to transfer me without informing taylor's or me! if they informed me then fine, at least they had the courtesy. but they just transferred as they liked & pleased! that's the part that pissed me off the most. imagine, i found out about this about a week before my training is supposed to start. & suddenly my "confirmed since february" training is totally unconfirmed!

here's where the next drama starts. the lady at the head office said that she will reconfirm about it by friday (yesterday) so i waited. and on friday i went to the career center and they said, ohhh they haven't called me back yet, leave your name & number here and i will call you by today. i even confirmed again and again for them to inform me by the end of that day itself, because if i'm rejected then i will know what to do next right! after all time was running out!

but alas, the career center let me down. and they didn't tell me whether it was confirmed or not =.=

so today i just went ahead to restaurant B and spoke to the manager himself about whether he could accept me. and luckily, everything went well!!!! :D

no thanks to the career center. haha.

i just want to thank my wonderful friend for accompanying me there & everything!!! :D
i appreciate it so much! :D

so there you go, my drama with my training. hahaha.

okay byeee

next stop, vegas please.

2010-03-22T22:45:00.006+08:00

The Red Queen: I need a pig here!
[Live pig is slid under her feet]
The Red Queen: I love a warm pig belly for my aching feet.
[Mad Hatter chuckles]
The Red Queen: Stop that!
[He does]

The Mad Hatter: [to Alice] You used to be much more..."muchier." You've lost your muchness.

The Mad Hatter: What a regrettably large head you have. I would very much like to hat it. I use to hat The White Queen, you know. Her head was so small.
The Red Queen: It's tiny. It's a pimple of a head.
Stayne - Knave of Hearts: Alice has escaped.
[Red Queen slaps him]
Stayne - Knave of Hearts: On the Bandersnatch.
[Red Queen slaps him again]
Stayne - Knave of Hearts: With the Vorpal Sword.
[Red Queen slaps him again]
The Red Queen: Where are my fat boys! I love my fat boys. Say something. Entertain us.

The Mad Hatter: Your carriage, my lady.
Alice Kingsley: A hat?
The Mad Hatter: Of course. Anyone can go by horse or rail, but the absolute best way to travel is by hat. Have I made a rhyme?

i loved Alice in Wonderland actually. although some people said it wasn't that nice, i liked it :D

my favourite character has got to be the Red Queen for sure. she's quite adorable and dumb. hahaha. and her disproportionate head to body ratio :)

shake shake shake shake shake it

2010-03-21T12:33:00.003+08:00

one step closer.

every week that passes by brings me closer to my 2nd internship.

how incredibly fast time passes by when you're having fun/when you're dreading something.

i'm sad.

ps. don't throw something fantastic away. the grass looks greener on the other side but when you're there, suddenly your grass is the greenest.

jenny, stacey, lola? haha

2010-03-16T17:46:00.002+08:00

happy 19th birthday siewlee!

i hope your birthday this year was a blast :)
& don't worry your present is on its way ;p

thanks for everything you've done for me over the years.
remember how we used to sms each other like crazy during the exam period - just to keep each other sane.
i miss the times that we could see each other 5 days a week, and racing down to the canteen just to get a plate of nasi goreng.
i wouldn't have those memories if it weren't for you.

even though we don't see each other as often nowadays, it's nice to know that when we do, not much has changed and we can still talk like how we used to.

:)

i know you'll do extremely well in life.
especially in monash, even though you're feeling lonely, you won't for long :)
cause you're just the type of person who makes friends easily.
so don't worry! :)

happy (belated) birthday again.
i love you.

*hug*

why can't you see?

2010-03-13T02:21:00.002+08:00

what is this feeling i get every so often (even more now than ever) of wanting to rekindle whatever friendship that was there once upon a time? i'm so confused. i wanna start talking to you again, but somehow it feels like as though you're so inaccessible. and it's true, you are. sometimes i wish that it could go back to the way it was - before all the absence.

in other news, i got full marks for french presentation and 19.5/20 for my french midterm woohoo!

je suis fantastique, merci beaucoup!

:\

2010-03-10T00:38:00.002+08:00

constant headaches almost everyday.
feel tired 50% of the time, even when i've had "sufficient" sleep.
on average, is about 6 hours of sleep a day enough?
i dunno, sigh. maybe i'm getting old too fast.

what's somebody like you doing in a place like this?

2010-03-06T15:38:00.003+08:00

Meet my new toy, mr. iPod touch :)
he's only a week old :)

my first apple product & i'm starting to see what's the craze all about :D

ain't that mister mister on the radio

2010-03-05T17:17:00.006+08:00

my extremely cute elderly dog who still looks like a puppy :D

hey you, neighbour!

i kinda miss talking to you.

escargot

2010-03-04T18:55:00.004+08:00

tu es mon meilleur ami.

tu es mon amant.

je t'aime pour tujours et un jour.

oui, je suis nostalgique

2010-02-25T21:41:00.006+08:00

c'est une table et une chaise à Langkawi
j'aime la porte rouge

if this is true,
this road not taken; could've changed my life.
friends that i would've had instead.
opportunities i would've had instead.

maybe i would be a different person?

ps. c'est vrai, tu as changé

gleek :)

2010-01-25T17:37:00.003+08:00

addicted to glee!

such a nice show :)

whoever who is in need of a new tv series to watch, i highly recommend glee!

i read this comment on youtube saying "kurt is so lady fabulous"

so true haha.

i love that quote "lady fabulous". sounds so cute haha!

this is very random but i'm bored :D

i should go do my report now. bye!

blah

2010-01-22T15:52:00.002+08:00

why did i take on so many responsibilities...?

i must remember that this term is gonna be harder than the last.

why am i spending so much time and energy on this! when i could be doing more important things.

i just feel trapped.

i have to pick up the slack where others don't want to.

why are things like this. why can't they just volunteer themselves.

yeah, they offered to help but what can they really do?

in the end, i'm the one who has to show up for the meetings and do the reports.

i don't know what to do.

should i quit or just rough it out??

i see me through your eyes

2010-01-17T23:46:00.001+08:00

goodbye holidays :(

goodbye waking up at 12pm :(

goodbye late-night streaming episodes of glee :(

hello 8 am classes every single day :(

baby, you're the only light i ever saw

2010-01-06T13:26:00.006+08:00

so, i didn't really do a wrap-up post for 2009 so here it is. 7 days late but oh well ;p

in 2009,i started my diploma in culinary arts. it was quite a rash decision come to think of it. yeah sure, i was pretty much set on it already, but i was away for the whole month after spm ended (during which all the colleges had open days and such) so i missed out on all those. and i think it was the 1st week of january that i went to taylor's to enquire about it, and the next thing you know i signed up for it on the spot. was it meant to be that way, or was i just too impatient and made the wrong decision?

moving on, i also did my first internship in 2009. and i must say, it made me really seriously doubt my choice of studies. i was seriously THIS close to changing courses. cause i couldn't imagine if i had to work in that kinda environment for the rest of my life. 3 months and i already couldn't take anymore. that internship was a huuuuge reality check. it was my first proper job (if you could call it that) and so far from what i expected. some people there were horrible to me. they treated me like trash and took advantage of me for being so willing to do work since i was a trainee. but some of them were really nice, and really taught me valuable lessons.

i also became less naive in 2009. this was only during my internship though. haha. i learnt that you can't be nice to everyone cause it would only bring trouble to yourself. you have to know the line between when it's okay to be friendly; and when it's not. i learnt to stand up for myself and not just accept things when it clearly is not my fault. don't just let people walk all over you.

i made new friends in college :) but at the same time, i don't really keep in contact with my high school friends. it's mostly my fault too, i guess i never made the effort. i'm sorry you guys. but hopefully that will change in 2010? :)

oh, and how could i forget. i cut my hair short again. slight regrets but a change is good :)

i'm still uncertain about myself, studies-wise. don't know if i should change or just finish what i've started. sigh.

bye, world :)

i want your ugly, i want your disease

2009-12-31T23:59:00.002+08:00

hey everyone!

belated merry christmas

& happy new year.

oh christmas tree oh christmas tree~

2009-12-22T00:53:00.005+08:00

flower for her. haha.

Beware! Lesbo session up ahead!!!

Merry Christmas, TzeYin.

My early christmas present to you.

Thanks for being one of the closest friend I have ever had. :)

I love you.

i will follow you into the dark

2009-12-19T12:08:00.001+08:00

YAY!

finally my training has come to its end!

i am so pleased.

but i can't help but miss you guys too :(

i'm gonna have such a great holiday :D !

<3

potluck on sunday. can't wait to see all of you!

i'm getting so tired and so old

2009-12-12T19:54:00.003+08:00

people can regret the

choices that they didn't make,
dreams they didn't chase,
things they didn't work for,
opportunities they didn't take.

so if i followed my dreams, why do i feel this sense of regret?

does this mean that it wasn't really my dream in the first place, but just something i thought was my dream?

i have never been so confused in my life.

i want this.

i just need to push myself to go through this part.

you're still the one

2009-12-07T18:19:00.004+08:00

it's been 1096 days.

and out of the 1096 days, none of them were filled with regret.

those 1096 days have made me a better person.

and to think, i owe it to siewlee. hahahaha seriously! when i told siewlee i had a crush on you 3 years back, she told laurence who told you. so i guess, them not keeping my secret turned out to be the best accident ever. haha

i thought i would have a lot of things to write out here, describing our relationship. but i realized i just can't find the words to say.

all i know is, i love you more each day. and i can see us now 50 years later, wrinkled and old, still loving one another. ;p

happy 3rd anniversary, dear. i love you!

ten million fireflies lit up the world as i fell asleep

2009-11-22T15:03:00.009+08:00

1 month left! oh please make time go faster.

anyways, i finished my training in the pastry kitchen yesterday, and i think i will miss the people there. they were nice and friendly and helpful ~~unlike those at my first department~~
:)

ok, digressing, i am in love with this song! fireflies by owl city. it's so calming, somehow. love the verse :D

here's something to end things off:

presenting the cutest little boy i have ever seen!

no prizes for guessing who the little boy is ;p

so cute lah, i cannot tahan.

okay bye!

so what if it hurts me?

2009-10-26T18:58:00.002+08:00

am i doing the right thing here?

i thought i knew what i wanted, but now it seems like i'm just unhappy all the time.

i want my old carefree life back.

i miss college.

maybe i'm just not disciplined enough. i need to be stronger. i need to ignore whatever dreading feelings there are and focus on the job. just do the work, and be done with it.

this experience is just going to make me stronger, right?

this is what i signed up for, after all.

why do i feel regret!

i need to be happy.

i need to know that i chose the right thing, and that after awhile, i will come to love it.

forget about the fact that some guy quit after 2 weeks because he couldn't take the stress.

forget about the fact that you're not getting pay. this is a good learning experience, because i get to change departments to see what the differences are. to see how other operations are.

i need to stop being negative.

please, tzeyin, please. be positive, and enjoy your freaking training.

gravity is working against me

2009-09-22T21:34:00.003+08:00

i'm starting my training next monday, and i feel intimidated!
people already told me not to worry, that everything will be okay, and theoretically i know things will not be as bad as they seem right now.
but for now, i feel worried and terrified that i will screw up my tasks, & i'm afraid that my supervisors are scary :(

i do hope that there are genuinely nice people working there. i do hope that i won't be the only trainee, & i really really hope that i won't screw up :(

here's to my last few days of freedom left :(

ten things i hate about you

2009-09-07T00:43:00.005+08:00

I just watched the first episode of the tv version of 10 Things I Hate About You! It's quite nice :) But even so, I still miss the original cast in the movie. But the new actors for the tv show are not bad as well :D Try watching it on YouTube! You'll definitely get hooked if you enjoyed the movie ;)

movie version (heath ledger :()

tv version (clockwise from top left; the dad, Bianca, Kat and Patrick)

The only same actor from both the movie and tv show is that dad. Which I find super fitting, cos no one else can play the dad better than him. Haha.

But all that aside, you can't really compare the tv show with the movie, and I think it's better to just watch it as it is. It's still enjoyable even though the storyline is aboutttt the same. Yet not really. You'll know what I mean.

they call her love love love love love

2009-08-28T15:14:00.008+08:00

I was bored at home today, so I decided to play with my webcam.

straw hat from vietnam!

cute hat! :D

chef's hat with strawberries on it

fake mustache that looks more like cat's whiskers

lopsided sunglasses are kewl! -_- haha

this hairstyle is so unsuitable for me

a flowery Sunday hat!

this is the most normal one. haha!

but i know i had the best days with you

2009-08-26T00:23:00.003+08:00

it's funny how i've changed these past 8 months.

my english seems to be deteriorating.
i can't seem to find the time to read -- and if i do have the time, i don't feel like reading.
i am tired most of the time, but i never wanna sleep early.
i like to honk at irritating people on the road ;p (to release stress)
finally -- after 5 years of an all-girl group of close friends, i finally have some guy friends.
i'm using more money than ever before (why must so many nice expensive things exist!)
i realized where my passion lies :)

sorry, if this blog is dying off. i'm not surprised that the number of readers are going from 3 to zero.

haha, well alright then.
goodnight!

like music to your mouth

2009-08-12T23:47:00.001+08:00

This freaking song was stuck in my head the whole day!

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It's Munchy's Music Wafer Cubes!
While chilling in your house~
It's Munchy's Music Wafer Cubes!
Like music to your mouth~

MUNCHY'S!!!
MUSIC WAFER CUBES!
MUNCHY'S!!!
Musiiiic waaafer cuuuuubes!~~~!~!!

:|

Hahah.

Bye!

you can tell me that you're sorry but i don't believe you baby

2009-08-03T19:26:00.010+08:00

helloo all :)

sorry for the previous emo post. i'm not so depressed anymore haha.

anywaysss, its been a full month since i started term 3 but i feel like i've learnt like, 20% what i learnt in term 2 :\

i dunno if its plainly because of the fact that i'm only taking 6 subjects instead of 7, or if i prefer some of my previous lecturers HAHA

but i really do feel like i've only been getting assignments -_- and all of them due on the same week! who knew culinary arts required so many presentations!

but anyways, here is a large hoard of photos that are long overdue :P

ps, they're all from my phone which explains the quality :\

cupcake chic cupcakes that my lovely college friends got for me ;)

croissants! i loved them.

cinnamon rolls! that rocked my socks

caramel pudding cake :\ didn't really like this.

special steaks for the vip guests :))) not made by us unfortunately haha.

vegetable lasagne! also for the vip.

spring rolls

cream puffs dipped in chocolate sauce

strawberry mousse cake! oooo not made by us.

that was what we did in term 2! not all, actually, even less than half of it. but i didn't take photos so yeah.

moving on to what we've done in term 3 so far!

soft rolls that are stuck together

silly friends

kuih ketayap that we did back in form 3!

onde-onde-onde-onde :D:D

kuih koci

kuih..... i can't remember what kuih is this T_T
but its contents are steamed glutinous rice with shredded coconut in gula melaka on top!

malay cuisine : acar rampai

malay cuisine : sup ayam (i think haha)

malay cuisine : beef in soya sauce! aka daging masak kicap :D

chinese cuisine : spring rolls!

chinese cuisine : lemon chicken!!!! LOVE

chinese cuisine : braised fish in teochew sauce

Thus concludes my post for today. quite long huh? *proud of myself*

albeit full of photos but still :D

alright BYEE!

maybe this good thing's gonna happen today

2009-07-29T16:30:00.004+08:00

Why does it seem sometimes like you'd rather be somewhere else instead of with us?

Why does it seem like I disappoint you, while she makes you so happy?

Why is it that we rarely have anything to talk about?

Why is it that the first thing you say to me is a scolding most of the time?

Am I just not what you thought I would be? :(

Its the fact that she's all the way there, and I know you miss her more, but isn't this an opportunity for you to realize that I'm still here?

Sometimes it feels like you'd rather have it the other way around.

* * *

ps. I had a very nice feeling of listening to a song I loved a lot for the first time in a couple of years, and discovering that I still knew the lyrics :) :)

just keep me in your arms, baby

2009-07-16T00:52:00.005+08:00

Sudden randomness at 12.53am, even though I have to wake up at 6.30am tomorrow.

- dark auburn hair. yes? no?
- i'm sorry, i know i'm asian and all, but i kinda dislike cooking asian cuisine. i miss french pastries!
- i am 2 1/2 months away from training :\:\
- suddenly i'm so into facebook once again.
- transformers 2 was so awesome!!! to the guy in class who said it sucked; your taste in movies suck!
- michael jackson's death did not affect me as much as it did others, i feel guilty about not feeling more sadness. but i do feel bad that he didn't get to make his comeback :(

okay lah. bye!

you belong with me-e-e

2009-06-22T23:43:00.003+08:00

Hello!

Well I did something semi-productive today (I hope). Cos it's the first day of my 2 week holiday and although I'm not bored yet, I would say I'm getting pretty close to being bored.

But I did plan some activities to keep me occupied for tomorrow and Wednesday :D If it goes well, I might blog about it. :D

Okay, back to the topic about me doing something semi-productive.

Here goes.

I updated the little sidebar with our descriptions ----->

Check it out! I added Labels as well, so it's easier to see who wrote which post. Omg, I am such a geek. HAHA.

Thinking about changing the layout too. But this one is sort of a classic (at least to me anyways) that I don't really feel like changing it either. But change is good sometimes, right?

What do you guys think? :D

Anyways, my Term 2 is over! It seems like it flashed past in a blink of an eye, doesn't it? Just three months ago, I published a post about all the pastry items we did in Term 1. And here I am again at the end of Term 2.

Unfortunately, I think the novelty wore off for me, and I did not take as many photos of the pastry/bakery items as I did last term. Sooo, if there is even a post about Term 2, it will be pretty short :P

So anyways, besides that, my sister left for Melbourne last Saturday :\ It hasn't really sunk in yet though. It's like she just went for a holiday and will be back in a week. But no, she won't be back for at least 6 months.

Well okay, there you go. The long overdue update that hopefully shakes the dust off the blog.

:D

See ya!

that girl's a genius, woah-oh-oh-oh-oh

2009-06-09T23:39:00.003+08:00

This is so overdue, but here goes --

Thank you so much for the lovely surprise you guys! Lynette, Leona, Siewlee, Rachel, Kay, Siewlee's cousin and friend ? Haha. So sweet of you all to visit :) :) And thank you for the mudcake as well! :D Delicioso. Hahah!

I feel so bad, cos I didn't get to spend much time with you all... plus you guys had to wait for me to come home before you could surprise me :\

I'll make it up to you all ok! :) :)

ps. Tried the Chilli Pan Mee at Business Center, USJ 9. It was ok, but I prefer the Face to Face Noodle Shop in SS15. Somehow, it tastes better, although this one at Business Center is supposed to be really famous.

pps. Note to self-- Don't add so much chilli in the pan mee until you've tried it first -_-

another year

2009-05-28T22:56:00.002+08:00

17.

An age that is certainly one of the most memorable years of my life :)

And now as another one passes by, I feel sad and a little nostalgic.

Dear Father Time, I'm not done being 17!

I still feel like a secondary school student with no cares in the world.

18 seems daunting - an age that should automatically come with bigger responsibilities, deadlines, maturation.

I don't feel quite ready to let go :(

But nonetheless, it is what it is.

Although I would definitely miss being 17, I can't help but feel excited about the prospect of turning 18 as well ;)

I know, I'm fickle :P

Bye all :D

you wanna chase but you're chasing your tail

2009-05-23T11:52:00.003+08:00

I know I should update, but I've just been so busy lately. And it's gonna get worse starting from next week. :( :(

Tons and tons of work left to do. My procrastination has officially kicked me in the butt :(

Sigh, I don't know where or when or how is this Moral assignment going to work out!

Someone, kick some of my group members please!!!!

Ps. Tell me, why is it so hard to work in a team!!!! :\

hello

2009-05-05T12:45:00.000+08:00

Had a two hour break in college and I spent it in the freezing cold Student Lounge.
But to be honest it's only cold because I stupidly sat under the aircon vent. Haha.
Anyways, just felt like typing cos after reading Weewee's blog I felt inspired ;)
Weewee, not sure if you wanted your blog to be publicized, hence the name. Haha.

Ok I'm going for lunch now.

ps. Wish me luck! You probably don't know what I need it for but yeah, I do need it :D Thanks!

don't it make my brown eyes blue

2009-04-26T22:58:00.004+08:00

cute paper lantern from Fremantle :D

Is it just me, or does anyone else feel the same about this :

I don't like notes that are in PowerPoint form.

It's just something about the fact that it's way too simplified, and too short. It makes me feel like I'm not reading enough.

I like having paragraphs and paragraphs of notes -- no matter how unnecessary. I feel like as though I'm prepared for whatever assessment/exam that I have to go for.

Yes, I am a nerd :D

This is why I always preferred Success reference books during SPM days instead of the simpler Pelangi series. Success books were always very long and draggy :D

Okay lah. My life is so un-happening that the only thing I feel like blogging about is PowerPoint notes and how I dislike them.

I am gonna cook Salade de Tomate et Mozarella and Poulet Saute Beaulieu Pommes Cocotte in class tomorrow :)

BYE!

russian roulette isn't the same without a gun

2009-04-23T22:03:00.003+08:00

It is so nice getting messages asking me to update the blog :D

Thank you, Rachel and Wai Kin!
You made me feel significant in the blog world *sniff*

I will update soon :)

Ps. College is starting to be a bit tiring, but very worthwhile. I have absolutely n-o regrets!

so baby drive slow, till we run outta road

2009-04-04T23:58:00.006+08:00

Priscilla Ahn - Boobs Song

She's so awesome! It's not a horny song despite the name :P
Please watch it! You won't regret, for sure :)

If I could, I would post every single Priscilla Ahn live video here. She has such a clear voice! Amazing, amazing, amazing! I think I have a girl-crush on her :D

If you liked the video above, please do check her out on YouTube!

*promotes her like crazy!!!!111*

Thus concludes today's blog post :D Thank you!

ps. Happy 18th Birthday, Jacinthaaa!!!!! (5th April)

HAHAHA

2009-03-31T18:48:00.002+08:00

I then realized that when I first got MSN, I didn't know that messages you sent after people went offline would be delivered to them when they signed in. I used to type 'I love you' to my crush after every time he went offline. FML

HAHAHA isn't that funny!!!
www.fmylife.com

Sigghghh btw, today I received a skirt that I bought and it's too big for me :( Very sad. I really liked it too. Hmmm. Does anyone happen to wanna buy it from me? Email me at eyeveetan@gmail.com!

moto moto in the house

2009-03-23T18:06:00.003+08:00

Term 2 starts on April 7th and I am free until then :D :D yayyy.

I am happy. Really. You don't have to worry about me.

ps. my spm results were totally unexpected, and i'm superrrr happy about it. :D

la la la

2009-03-14T23:14:00.002+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday to (Jenny) Tan Siew Lee!!!!

We've been friends for so long now that it's weird not talking to you everyday like how we used to. (sounds slightly lesbo but nevermind, I'm proud to have you as a lesbo partner HAHA.)

I just wanted to say that I'm sorry for anything that I've done wrong, and I want you to know that although we're not as close now as we were last time, you should know that you're one of my best friends and you will always be one of those people I treasure the most!

Hope you had a great day with your family today!
Love you :)

if the sun shuts down and decided not to shine no more

2009-03-11T17:14:00.007+08:00

Candid in the kitchen

Term 1 is ending in a couple of weeks and I feel a bit sad. I predicted this would be the easiest term that I would ever have, and I think I'm right. When would I ever have Mondays off again, and no final exams? Term 2 seems intimidating, but nonetheless, I will persevere! Haha.

(Almost) all the pastries we did so far.
You may click for larger pic :D

1. Aumoniere de Crepe Creme Anglaise (fancy name for Chantilly cream filled crepes)

2. Tarte Aux Pommes (apple tart which was very nice!!!! I used a picture of my friend's tart cause mine turned out looking not so appetizing hahaha but still tasted nice ok!)

3. Choux Chantilly served with Chocolate Sauce (cream puffs)

4. Gateaux aux Fruits (Genoise sponge cake layered with Pastry Cream & Fruits! I assembled this cake! :D :D nice or not! :P)

5. Marble Butter Cupcake (nice!)

6. Marble Butter Cake (this one cheating, cause same batter used for 2 items :D)

7. Tarte Alsacienne (Custard Apple Tart - not that nice, actually. The custard tasted like egg tart punya custard, and it doesn't really go nicely with the apple, IMO. The pic is of a tart that has not been filled with custard cause it looks better that way haha!)

8. Raisin muffins (I like muffins :D)

9. FRUIT TARTSSSSS (This is not officially part of what we learnt. Long story short, the other chef let us make them - not from scratch though! I regret not asking how to make it cause it was SOO good. I want some more :(

10. Paris Brest (Cream Puff Ring filled with praline cream! yes yes it's pronounced like how you think it is, but don't laugh! Brest is the name of a place! Google it :D This was similar to item 3, but nicer :D)

11. Swiss roll (we did this today! and that pic was of the one that I rolled! I know it's pretty ugly. the center piece accidentally flattened and broke off when I rolled it. That's why the shape is so weird. haha)

12. Raisin scones (did this today too!)

Amazingly, Picasa arranged the pics in such a way that it was actually in the correct order! :D

Btw, there's a pic of some Chocolate Chip Cookies missing. It should come as item no. 2, but I didn't take a picture of it. I guess I thought it was pretty common, haha.

Soooo yeah, that's basically almost everything we have done so far in Pastry class for Term 1 :D Hope you all like it haha.

Bye!!

ps. SPM results tomorrow. LAAAADEEDA! Will you wish me luck, please? I need at least 9As to get a 50% scholarship :\

EDIT : Isn't that Rabin? HAHA!!

standing in the light of your halo, i got my angel now

2009-03-05T21:20:00.005+08:00

This whole week (actually just 2 days, haha) I've been blessed with considerably less traffic on the way to college in the mornings! Normally there's a massive queue outside my housing area but for the past two days it has been pretty clear! I don't even need to take the "secret" detour anymore!

(it's secret because I don't want everyone to start using it and make that side jammed too. haha! but if you're a friend, ask me and i mighttttt tell you. haha!)

Soooo, my journey to LCS which would normally take aboutttt 40-45 minutes only takes me about 25 minutes now! WOOHOOO! *claps*

I hope this lasts for at least a few more weeks!

In other news, I have been actively borrowing books from the college library and they are all so nice and interesting! Unlike my previous school's library where the most interesting book there are the 2-3 horny books, HAHA (do you remember the titles of the books, siewlee!!)! Nolah, there were some nice picture books there too but I was always too lazy to find them.

But yesterday I borrowed this GIGANTIC 4kg-ish, hard-covered culinary textbook and it is very very interesting! It has 1216 pages, and I am not just randomly typing numbers out. It really does have 1216 pages! Plus, it is fully coloured, illustrated with real pictures and the fonts are of those that make you feel like reading them, if you know what I'm talking about!! And the pages feel like those papers they use to print magazines!

I do realize I sound like a total book maggot (cos worms are not hard-core enough hahahha) but I'm just very happy with my book!! :D :D :D

It was totally worth carrying it all the way back to the car :D

Okay gotta go noww! :) Bye!

lynette!

2009-03-02T13:19:00.004+08:00

Happy 18th birthday, Lynette!
I've known you for close to 11 years now! Isn't that amazing :D hahah!
You're one of my oldest friends, all the way from primary school and now, even after secondary school :)
You're my carpool partner, lame jokes partner, funny-things-that-happened partner (eg, 'does rachel live here?' hahahaha), and my good good friend :)
I hope you will have a fantastic day today!
hehe

all of the boys and all of the girls are begging to if you seek amy :P

2009-02-16T22:53:00.002+08:00

Robert Pattinson aka Edward Cullen is sooo handsome and soo dreamy (only in Twilight though) but he just CANNOT SING. I don't know if I can even call it singing. It's more like, mumbling. If I don't read the lyrics, I wouldn't know what he was trying to say. Haha. But the first 70 seconds or so is good ;) I never knew he could play the guitar!

The blog is starting to be loaded with youtube videos. But oh well :)

Bye!

ps. Justin Timberlake sounds so hot in the song 'Dead and Gone' ;) ;) JT fans, you must listen to it! :D

love me, love me, say that you love me!

2009-02-15T01:25:00.004+08:00

Valentine's Day '09 for me was celebrated the day before. Because of my kiamsiap-ness. I refuse to pay exorbitant prices for the same type of food I can get on any other day! Haha. I had the most awesome Cajun Club Sandwich at Chilli's Bangsar Shopping Center (ie, the best Chilli's outlet ever). He had some Lamb thing (I can't remember the name :P) which was pretty awesome as well. But not as awesome as my sandwich! :P

ps. I just realized, it was the same sandwich that Rachel had the other day as well :D

The watch I got for him as a present. Contrary to what he says, I picked it out for him! I don't know why he says he chose it himself -_-

Side note : Went to the gym the other day with Purple and Potato & made a total fool outta myself in the Funky Line class. For those who do not know, I just cannot dance! My brain just refuses to memorize the steps and I end up looking like an idiot standing still and looking confused while everyone else is dancing their hearts out.

But I would totally go again :P

Happy Valentine's to everyone!

pps. Happy belated 18th birthday Rachieeee!

Disclaimer; If you're thinking what a horrible friend I am to always wish people 'happy birthday' late, I do wish them in real life on the correct date, but I'm a lousy blogger, thus their wish on this blog is always delayed. I don't know why I'm saying this out anyways. :D

she pours a daydream in a cup

2009-02-11T15:35:00.003+08:00

Please watch this video! I promise you that you will not regret it.

Such a simple idea that makes you go 'I could have thought of that!' but of course I never would've. But seriously, the person who thought of this is genius I tell ya!

I wish I were that creative.

Okay, thank you :)

ps. happy belated 18th birthday kaykaychoong!

they're like chocolate cakes, like cigarettes. i know they're bad for me but i just can't leave them alone.

2009-02-08T10:59:00.004+08:00

Happy belated birthday Kay!
We've been friends for a long time now, no?
Those days during form 1 till now.
Only you can take my crap and still love me for who I am.
Only you can make ridiculous calls to me and leave me hanging on the phone while doing something else. :p
Only you can never judge me for some things I do.
And I truly appreciate everytime when you call me just to talk to me so we don't lose contact.
Only you Kay, only you. :)
thanks for everything.

and happy birthday to william too!
highly doubt you'd read this but I hope you enjoyed playing twister on friday. :)
I'll be expecting the same treatment on my birthday!

bye all! have a good week ahead! :)
will be having tests next week. :(

hey jude, don't make it bad, take a sad song and make it better

2009-02-02T22:53:00.003+08:00

I'm such a lousy blogger. Hahahaaaa.

Checked through my drawer looking for a notebook to use and I have come to a conclusion that I am indeed -- a HOARDER.

Not those serious types lah, but quite bad enough. There were receipts and cinema ticket stubs practically everywhere. The ticket stubs, I can understand but the receipts was like for things I can't even remember. rm4.90 type of things. Haha.

Even now after realizing my bad habit, my table is still covered with angpau packets that I just don't feel like throwing away.

La la la la la.

Bye!

truth be told i miss you, and truth be told i'm lying

2009-01-27T22:54:00.002+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year, folks !

I know I am getting what I prefer, but honestly, it still hurts. And to find out about it in the funniest of ways. Thank you, people.

High school rocker! A mighty mighty rocker!

2009-01-25T17:10:00.006+08:00

silly girls.

I lost a few, i gained more. I feel much happier now :) But it's really low of all of you to call when you're already there. It makes me seem forgotten. i don't really need your pity seriously. That's just insincere.

Anyway, on a brighter side, went to pyramid went some college friends last Friday.
Bumped into Calvin, Azmi and Wai Kin. I asked them what were they doing there, they told me studying. Okaylah, if you ask a stupid question, you get a stupid answer. Haha.

We played some pushing game in the arcade. I felt young again. Ey, we had a convoy there okay!
4 cars in a row. :P

Alamak, Kay where are you ? I rindu you lah :( I haven't seen you for so long. Apart from the time when we had to circle around SS area cause you didn't know where's your friends house.

Ah! My NS friends are back :D

you deserve it, you really do.

2009-01-15T01:19:00.002+08:00

.siewleetan says:
how about smokiiinnnnggggggg
Reuben says:
?
Reuben says:
ya i miss it too
.siewleetan says:
if only i had a emoticon that squints their eyes
.siewleetan says:
have you been smoking ?
Reuben says:
(an emoticon that squints its eye)
Reuben says:
there u go
Reuben says:
only thing that the right eyebrow is up
Reuben says:
no
Reuben says:
i have not been smoking
.siewleetan says:
really ?
Reuben says:
=)
.siewleetan says:
OMG REUBS I AM SO PROUD OF YOU !
.siewleetan says:
*BIG HUG*
.siewleetan says:
YOU HAVE FINALLY GROWN UP!
Reuben says:
ty
Reuben says:
dei
Reuben says:
now u insulting me

I just had to post this! Reuben I am so proud of you!
To those of you out there still holding a cigg, think of the amount of money you'd save in the long run!
So yes! Throw that ciggy away and save your lungs!

with the moonlight dancing free and there's no one but you and me

2009-01-14T20:48:00.004+08:00

but i do turn the windshield wipers on high sometimes :P it makes me laugh

Hello world !

For those of you who I didn't tell yet, I'm now in Taylor's College doing a Diploma in Culinary Arts. Most of you won't find this shocking or whatsoever since I always said that this is what I wanted to do.. but honestly, when I first started, I was pretty worried that I made the wrong choice. And I didn't expect to even start going to college in January so what was I thinking!

Long story short, the college counselor told me that it's better to start in January because when I graduate in December there will be way more job opportunities. So my parents and I were convinced it was the best thing to do. Even though that meant I was to start college in 2 days.

The thought of never having such relaxing holidays again made me feel quite depressed HAHA. (I don't count the time I was in Australia a "holiday" because you don't really laze around that much and I'm lazy like that :D)

So yeah, I'm gonna be a kitchen slave. Haahha.

Plus side, I have 2 uniforms which need to be worn 3 times a week. And I only have classes 4 times a week. Meaning I practically only need to think of what to wear twice a week. HOORAY!!!!

(no I didn't miscalculate there. One of the days that I need to wear the uniform, I'll need to wear the office clothes as well)

For those who don't know, Culinary/Hotel Management students need to wear formal attire, meaning office wear, to classes. So it's quite a pain to buy new clothes that I normally don't wear to go out shopping or whatever.

I might be weird, but I love the chef uniform!

Okay I gotta go now. Bye everyone!

what if i'm not the hero? what if i'm the bad guy?

2009-01-12T00:21:00.005+08:00

I. am. not. having. fun.

Whoever said college was the funnest time are probably lying! They must've spent their lives not caring about studies or totally forgoten money was spent to send them there. Haha.

My classes ends at 5 almost everyday! The counsellor told me if I took January intake, my classes would probably end around 2+. I don't see 2+ anywhere in my timetable! The March intake would then have to camp in college!!
Even psychology scares the crap out of me. It was supposed to be interesting!
I am full with complains I know. :)

Oh well, hopefully it'll turn out better later on. Jasmine was telling me something about freshies night. Hmm, freshies night.. I wonder what happens in freshies night. Haha.

On the random side, I'm getting broke and I need an easy and high paying job! I'm praying for a miracle! And I don't enjoy thinking of what to wear to college the next day :(
This is going to sound weird but I actually miss school uniforms. HAHA.

Your fingertips across my skin,
The palm trees swaying in the wind, images
You sang me Spanish lullabies,
The sweetest sadness in your eyes, clever trick.

i party like a rockstar, look like a moviestar.

2009-01-06T01:25:00.005+08:00

ahhh kateh perrryyy :)

college is starting tomorrow for me :(
it was a last minute decision really.
i have been playing around for the pass one month and a few days before college,
i suddenly remembered that i needed to continue studying.
i hope i don't die taking this course.
there is an easier one, i know.
but it also costs much more then the harder courses.
so don't go telling me for education, 7k is nothing.
to me, it's something.
i know, most people can afford 7k but with 7k,
there's many things that i can do with it.
i'm not exactly the richest person on earth and my dad has 2 more siblings to support.
so don't go telling me for education, 7k is nothing.

by the way, happy late new years to everyone. :)
met new friends over the holidays and i quite enjoy their company.
have you ever tried putting ice cubes into your bra?

i finally feel that i have found my place.

my santa came a little later with the best presents ever.

wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend

2009-01-04T18:25:00.002+08:00

It's time for me to start thinking seriously about what I wanna do in the future.

It seems surreal. 2 years ago, when I started Form 4 and had to pick a stream, I told myself, 'It's okay, I still have so long more to think about it.' So I went with science stream to give myself more options.

And now, after all that was said and done, whenever people ask me what I plan to study, I always say 'I'm not sure yet'.

I feel disappointed in myself.

I want to study culinary arts, but the fact that I could be spending my life working long hours and on weekends and public holidays while everyone else is off enjoying themselves kinda makes me depressed.

But then again, I can see myself loving the subjects I would be taking, so... hmm.

Side note :

I feel annoyed when people assume a career in arts/culinary arts etc is for stupid people. Really.

I can't take it when people think that any course that isn't challenging or isn't known as one of those "hard" courses and assume that everyone taking that is less smart than those doing the "hard" courses.

It doesn't automatically make those in "hard" courses any smarter. (doesn't apply to everyone though)

I'd say those doing what they really have the passion and interest in, and not just taking some course because it makes you sound impressive when you tell people about it, THOSE are the smart people. Not those doing something they hate just to sound intelligent.

Sorry for the sidetrack. But yeah it just pisses me off.

3 more months to figure out what to do with my life !

i had a dream that i could fly from the highest tree

2009-01-03T00:09:00.002+08:00

Dream - Priscilla Ahn

Omg, last update was exactly a month ago. This is what happens when I wasn't around to handle the blog. Sigh, Siewlee, sigh. HAHA. Just kidding. I don't really care if the blog dies anyway.

Well, first of all, HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009! Little late, but oh well, just assume it's on the correct date :D

I hope everyone had a fantastic new year's eve. I did :) There was chor tai ti involved, where the biggest loser had to do some sort of embarrasing dare.

2008, at times you were cruel to me (especially during the two weeks before spm and spm period) but you know what, 2008 treated me well. Although it was the year that meant the end of my high school life, it was a great year filled with memories :)

So, here's to hoping 2009 will be as great as 2008 was :D

*sings Auld Lang Syne*

Byee!

See, here's the thing. We have to take our clothes off!

2008-12-03T18:55:00.010+08:00

This was our little photoshoot at tzeyin's house.
hahaha. Yes, we have nothing better to do :)
We kinda had themes to what we took actually.
HAHA.

anyway, to make this blog filed with a few self-obsessed pictures,

theme: SPRING! HAHA.
We tried going for the fun look. I guess we're just not that much fun.

theme: slutty secretaries :D
I dont think tzeyin was ready for this picture. Hahaha!

I realise, it's so much easier being slutty than to take a few decent pictures! NO WONDER people like taking pictures like this!

theme: rebel. HAHA.
yes yes, we wear these to schoooool :D

okay lah more pictures. I got tired of captioning. (:

does anyone know how to put on fake eyelashes?
i feel asthough i need classes.

something random: i want a sexy mole!!

that moment when i find the one i'll spend forever with

2008-12-02T18:19:00.004+08:00

Look at my cute rm1 stickers!!! :D
Click to enlarge the picture to see it in it's entire cuteness :D :D

ps. Rachel I used picasa to do this :)

I swear I could die of high blood pressure with the amount of Mr Potato BBQ Flavoured Chips I consumed in the past few days. It's like a drug omg. I'm like Siewlee with her Mee Sedaap addiction but mine is with Mr Potato which is worse! Plus, I am totally stuffing my mouth with Mr Potato as I type this!!

I need to go to potato chip rehab ahahhaha.

Cleared my desk todayyyyy. The only evidence of me ever taking SPM are the SPM exam papers which I saved for memories (haha). Everything else is either recycled or gonna be passed on to some unlucky people :D Didn't realize I collected so much junk over the years until today. Even tiny scraps of paper I kept for goodness knows what reason.

Dilemma : Should I pass my Mr Goh notes to people or recycle them? Feels like such a waste to recycle but then my scribblings are all over the notes that I'm not sure if they're even useful haha.

3 more days :( :) :( :\

Okay bye!

cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me

2008-11-30T18:02:00.002+08:00

SPM is over yay :D !

This post is just to show people we're not dead haha.

I feel so torn apart now! Friends, or him? SO LITTLE TIME. Gah.

Twilight was great because of Robert Pattinson. HAHA so typical right. Whatever lah.

Blogging feels like a chore now. Maybe I should just stop hmm.

Ok bye!

i like to move it move it :D

2008-11-23T00:42:00.002+08:00

2 more days of spm (not counting est, because it's quite irrelevant :P).

Rant ahead!

I just suddenly feel this need to blog about this. Even though I don't normally blog about things nowadays... I just tell you all about my life which is quite boring. So anyways yeah.

What is it about some people in the blogosphere? It's like everything is a competition :\ It's all about who said what first and etc.

I don't like this fake vibe among friends through blogs. I just don't see how you can realllyyy be friends with that person unless you really do talk to them on a regular basis and not just when that person updates their blog or whatever.

And I don't know if it's just me, but there seems to be a population of suckups on those, I guess you could call them, "famous" bloggers' blogs. For what reasons these suckups exist, I have no idea.

Maybe it's just me lah, but then again I don't consider myself as a blogger. More of like a person who posts nonsense on a blog. So I guess I don't really know what I'm talking about. I've just been feeling this for awhile :\

End rants!

I hope Bio won't be too hard! Byebye!

hey gadis tinggalkan kekasihmu

2008-11-15T02:07:00.006+08:00

look!
i'm in the midst of spm and i still have time to blog.

everyone with pinned up hair,
pimples sprouting everywhere,
eyebrows growing into a bush!

i can't wait still spm ends!
i have found the perfect prom dress!
i will buy you once i have the money :)

doesn't mean when it doesn't work out, you have to coax everyone to join your little scheme.
it doesn't mean when you're around others are having fun.
i'm prolly having much more fun if it was the other way round.

barack obama :)

2008-11-07T13:15:00.003+08:00

Quick update!!!

Last day of school was today :( It was pretty disappointing, cause of the fact that we didn't even step into our classroom. But it's okay, the company was fun :)

Took a picture of my last nasi goreng. Sort of. I don't know if I'll be eating it during SPM cause Christine said, what if we get stomach pain during the exam? Haha. Even though the nasi goreng gives me stomach ache sometimes, it's still the best canteen food there is. Hahaha.

Okay anyway!!!! SPM is next week!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I should go study!!! BYEE!

ps. could you tell i went crazy :|
pss. why am i going to absolute bazaar tomorrow?
psss. yay Barack Obama!

I can still recall, our last summer

2008-10-28T22:58:00.006+08:00

oh! Soon, this blog is only going to be about movie reviews. Haha.

ashley kinda looks like an outcast.

Anyway, to tell the truth, i actually quite enjoyed high school musical 3.
Okay, maybe i'm a sucker for happy movies but their presentation for the show was actually quite good! But i could barely remember any of the songs (apart from the one gabriella just came out of nowhere and sang while troy was playing basketball). But their school play was actually much nicer this time and they had HUMOUR!

And oh my, zac efron is getting better looking everytime i see him. Call me dumb or stereotype i don't care. He's got nice eyes :D AND...

.
..
....
.....

He's got such NICE ABS !

Okay lah, maybe that was why i enjoyed the movie.
It was better than the previous 2 though!

i'm super broke :(
sj's prom, should i or should i not?
dillema!

song to listen to : our last summer by mamma mia

:\

2008-10-22T14:12:00.002+08:00

Although the posters may look cool..... or the trailer may look really interesting.....

For goodness sake, do NOT watch this movie -_-!!!
I felt like I wasted my life in the cinema, waiting for this movie to endddd (cause I'm just too kiam siap to walk out thus wasting my rm10). It was such a slooooooow movie. I thought it was a 2-hour movie but it was only 100 minutes.

It was so slow I almost fell asleep in the cinema. And the only time I feel like falling asleep in the cinema is when I'm super tired (which was during all 2 times I watched Transformers. but that was only because I was really sleepy!).

Anyway, bottom line is don't watch Max Payne or you will regret it!!!!
Okay I'm being overly dramatic and exaggerating slightly, so if you do watch it even after I advise you not to, you may find that it's not THAT bad... but it's just not good either!
So if you really wanna watch it I suggest you get the dvd and not waste your money watching it in the cinema.

My rm10.... :(

it's a beautiful day

2008-10-21T23:33:00.002+08:00

Quick update!

Hello! I've not been online for about 5 days now thanks to my computer which died. Now it's reformatted and all my files are gone :( but doesn't matter. I still have my pictures (don't worry siewlee. haha). The computer shop guy burned it for me but now I'm wondering if he actually looked through them....... But can't be right? Who's that free! And like as though its very interesting like that, but still.... I think if I were to burn some photos for someone I don't know, I would look through a BIT. Hmm, feel weird now.

Anyways, I seem to have a strong interest in studying Chemistry nowadays. Which is so weird cause I always disliked it last time. But now it's the only subject I have mood for :)

And plus, I feel like I'm going to screw my Sejarah paper. Lalalala.

I can't wait for 27th November!!!!

you change your mind like a girl changes clothes

2008-10-09T16:15:00.006+08:00

Wah, the blog very active recently. Keep up the good work, Siewlee! HAHA lame-nya.

Confessions of a Shopaholic trailer!

I'm supposed to be studying now!! So why can't I study? I planned to go online for a short while before studying to relax abit first and now I've been online for so long doing stupid things.

I have no self-discipline :(

Anyways, nevermind. I'll just study later tonight.

Also, my ulcers are still there, getting slightly better, but not really. I'm getting quite used to it now. Does this mean it's serious? Haha. I feel like putting a picture of it here but then after people might think I'm some weirdo who has nothing to do but post gross pictures of her record-breaking ulcers (actually I am lah, but dah lah I keep talking about the ulcers takkan post pictures some more hahah).

Oh yeah, that day my mum did something very funny and cute.

She wore two different shoes and she didn't realize it :| HAHA.

Aduhai, I think I actually inherited this blur gene from my mum. Cause last time I did this stupid thing back in Form 1. I forgot to zip up my baju kurung skirt. It was hooked, but just not zipped. I think I was in a rush. I didn't realize until after recess and that time was too late already cause the embarrasment was already accomplished during perhimpunan when I exposed myself when I sat down (cause I pull my white shirt up slightly when I sit). Goodness. I hope things like these don't happen anymore. Haha.

Okay I think I should probably start studying Chemistry now :( :(

Byeeeeee.

Ps, I love Puan Tay. ahahhaha

and i'm possesive, it isn't nice

2008-10-08T20:25:00.003+08:00

best movie of the month!!

who knew meryl streep could sing!
and amanda seyfried (the bimbotic girl from mean girls) could sing too!
this movie made me so happy after watching it.
it's such a light hearted movie :)
good for abba lovers.
and old james bondie isn't such a good singer after all :/
it's a must watch!

there were so many songs i loved! there was, Mamma Mia, The winner takes it all,
Super trouper, Lay all your love on me, and and and ahhh i loved all of them!

the best day of the week! (:

You say you want to know her like a lover

2008-10-06T23:20:00.005+08:00

come and get yours today!

i was just counting how many days we have left to spm and i'm starting to panic!
few months ago there were more than a hundred days left!
omg. panic panic.

and school's ending in 2 months time.
there'll be no more school uniforms,
we'll have to start thinking about what to wear in college.
there will be no more high school crushes. SIGH
i wonder whether the friends i have now will still be mine when everyone goes their own path.
and no more nasi goreng......... :(
although i'm quite sick of it. i'm so going to miss all the times i had to run to the canteen to
fight for the nasi goreng. haha!

on the brighter side, we'll be legal to do many more things next year. heh heh heh...
prom is coming too! that is if, we're even going to one. we better do!

that stupid 'Because It's Free' song by celcom is stuck in my head.
i hate you tzeyin.

i feel happy today (:
and i want jason mraz's album! *prays*

14_Jason Mraz - If It Kills Me - Jason Mraz

selamat hari raya

2008-10-04T23:37:00.004+08:00

I have got 3 ulcers in my mouth now :( 2 of which are merged into one Queen Ulcer* :( :( I had it for a few days and I didn't discover the 3rd one until today :\ and because of that my mouth can't close fully cause it hurts :\ I look funny when I walk around with my mouth half open, like that kid in Hey Arnold or something who breathes through his mouth constantly. I can't remember which cartoon. Haha.

*There are different grades of ulcers, namely, Queen Ulcer, King Ulcer and Maharaja Ulcer (in ascending order). hahaha.

And I still haven't finished my bm homework yet... such a procrastinator.

remember me tonight when you're asleep

2008-10-03T22:43:00.002+08:00

holidays are almost over and i have not done anything productive.
been feeling rather sluggish lately. my oh my i wonder why.

i have been soaking myself with tons and tons of series.
oh yes, you name it. hahaha.
have i told you how boring i found money no enough ?
it was sooo hard keeping up with their language.
one moment i was reading the subtitles the next thing you know,
they're doing something else.
i'm going to take up mandarin. yes imma do that.

p.s and yes i do agree with tzeyin!
chuck bass's british accent was super sexy. :D
and that dutchess is seriously twisted :|

she's got Greta Garbo stand-off sighs

2008-09-30T13:19:00.003+08:00

Trials are over!!!!!

Yeah, turns out it doesn't make me thaaaat excited anymore.

Bette Davis Eyes - Leighton Meester

I like this song :D

Anyway, speaking of Gossip Girl (even though I didn't really speak of Gossip Girl but yeah) did you guys know that Ed Westwick (Chuck Bass) has a BRITISH ACCENT! I don't know why, but I think he's quite hot now. HAHAHA. Watch from 0.59 onwards to hear him speak :D

Heheh. Okay gotta goooo. People, don't forget to do your En. Padhli BM homework. hahaha, did I just ruin your holiday? :D

sometimes i forget i keep telling you how to live your life.

2008-09-20T01:25:00.002+08:00

Exams has been killing me recently. It doesn't even go on for everyday, I'm not sure why am I so troubled by it. I can't imagine life next week. :|

Other than that, pimples has been sprouting like mad on my face because of exams and I'm getting like 10 million ulcers.

I realised that i can't stand online shops which has ugly models. I'm not saying that I'm the best looking person alive but don't they think that maybe, if they only take pictures of their bodies, it wouldn't be so bad? I feel so mean but I really think it'll help them to sell their clothes off easier. On the other hand, online shops with pretty models makes me feels like buying things from them!! gah.

This post is the most irrelevant post on earth EVER. haha !

i'm off to making my face look less dehydrated. byee!

cause i love the way you say good morning

2008-09-12T21:44:00.004+08:00

The Way I Am - Ingrid Michaelson

Exam break!

I didn't study today :D Heh heh.
Nevermind, got about 5 more days!

Please listen to the song up there!

:)

*hugs the world*

lucky i'm in love with my best friend

2008-09-05T17:13:00.001+08:00

Quick update for the week :)

Siewlee, that Word Challenge game is so bloody.... addictive! You know, now everytime my mind goes blank, suddenly a set of jumbled up alphabets form in my head and I will mentally start rearranging them!!! I don't know whether it's good or bad, it's just very tiring after awhile. HAha. Does that happen to you too or am I just going crazy? ahahha

Okay, off to play Word Challenge.

Bye!

btw, to all form 5 students, all the best for the trials!

we talked till 3 am!

2008-08-30T17:36:00.002+08:00

it's leona's birthday today !!

happy birthday to you sayang !
i hope you'll enjoy your birthday today.
sorry if it wasn't like how you expected.
some things just can't help being like that.
thanks for always keeping an open mind and excepting me the way that i am. :)
thanks for listening eventhough i'm wrong at times.
thanks for constantly reminding me that you care :)
i love you hunn.
happy 17th birthday :)

sorry lah hah babe, computer's down. no picture ! hhaha.

leona and her hundreds of husbands :D

2008-08-30T16:36:00.007+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEONAAAA!

I think that's the most recent pic I have of us together :\
Hmm anyways! I hope you'll enjoy your day today! I'm really sorry that I can't stay for the fireworks.. but I hope you'll have fun with everyone else who's there! :D
Leona! My close friend since form 1 :D Recently, my toilet partner as well. Hahah!
Thank you for always being such a caring friend, whenever I need someone to talk/complain/bitch to. Eheheh.
I love you, Leona! *hug*

This is soo amazing. I saw this on Oprah yesterday and I felt totally inspired after that. Their timing is so perfect!

Just watch it!

edit : Found another video! Click here because embedding was disabled :\

p.s. Quote of the night : "Leona, you getting married ah! Why your cake like that wan!" - Dexter

it's a kodak moment, take a picture

2008-08-28T19:10:00.005+08:00

the thought of people being connected through blogs is weird to me,
i don't see the point of having to read other's blog just to stay in touch with them.
i'm sure there's more to life than just blogs.
yeah sure, you get to know about others.
but having to talk about those i have totally no idea of
just because she/he has the most hectic lifestyle ever
is a waste of time to me :)

conversations of 'hey, have you seen this blog?'

'no i haven't' :p
but then again, that's just me.
i don't expect anyone to be visiting this blog soon anyway :)

random facts of the month/year!:
i have 4 eyes now. ha ha.
my computer's been down for 2 weeks now.
i feel deprived.
one of the dead bloggers of this blog's birthday is coming really SOON
trials in a week's time and i'm still here :)

then i said, hey, that looks a little like..
it denied.
claimed different
asked some
wasn't the only one.
something against this before.
hypocrite it.

twenty one

2008-08-24T14:48:00.003+08:00

the card i made for him with the ass-long message behind

The front of the card is so ugly I don't feel like posting it up. HAHA.

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Okay fine I'll post it up. Just so you can laugh.

you can stop laughing now

I really didn't think it would look like ___ until I started colouring it. I'm just not artistically inclined lah. But look at the Call of Duty logo! So easy to draw but I think it looks nice. *self praise*

Hahah.

Happy Birthday my dear!

do you hear me, i'm talking to you :)

2008-08-22T22:55:00.002+08:00

Hello! Today's post will be in point form, because I'm lazy like that.

Holidays are ending and I didn't accomplish much except! I passed my driving exam yayyyy.
I didn't get selected for NS.
Senior page is still 1/3 undone. I need inspiration!
I have tuition at 8am tomorrow......... darn it. Haha.
I'm thinking of changing the blog layout, just cause this is getting boring.
I feel broke :\
Aloe vera gel is a very good on pimples!
Don't bother watching Forgetting Sarah Marshall in the cinema because it is censored like crazy. Potong stim. Ahaha.
Trials in 2 weeks. La la la la laaaa :|
After watching the Olympics, I feel so inspiredddd. I need to keep fit. Start running! Or go hiking!
By the way, MICHAEL PHELPS IS SO HOT.
I smell like bbq-ed meat.
And this is getting abit too long and ridiculous.

I will try to update more. TRY! You know lah, I always get inspired to blog once I start then I forget about it again.

Every Sunday, try to go to postsecret.com. It's really interesting, and sometimes heartbreaking. It's worth visiting at least once, I assure you.

Okay, byeee!

nah i'm only screwing the wheeeeels

2008-08-13T00:08:00.004+08:00

my hero :)

trials are coming and i'm still bumming around.
all the best to me in getting good results!
anyway i THINK ns list is out and i didn't get it. HOORAY!
but rumours say that the list isn't finished so i'm not going to put so much hope in it.

i am very self consious when i blog, i don't know why.
this is probably the reason why i don't update this baby often. :S
maybe when i'm more lifeless and bored then i'll turn to it. haha !

bye world and goodnight! enjoy cheese :)

somebody told me you had a boyfriend who looked like a girlfriend

2008-08-10T00:50:00.003+08:00

It's amazing people still come to this blog, even though the entries have gaps of weeks in between them.

Not that I'm complaining, of course! Do come more often :D

SPM is in 92 days from today. I told Leona I'll start panicking when the countdown reaches 2 digits, but somehow I'm still relaxed, in a way. I know that I should start studying everyday (omg) but I'm just not disciplined enough. Haha all the best to me.

Okay lah I actually have nothing to say, just wanted to resurrect the dead blog.

Goodnight!

ps. Bought another thing online. When will I stop!!

look me in the eye and tell me that you find me attractive

2008-07-27T01:19:00.002+08:00

taken from postsecret.com

I don't really have much to say. I realize that happens a lot nowadays. I'm constantly speechless everytime I try to update this dead blog, I have no idea why.

Hmm, okay let me try again.

Today I completed one page of the senior page.
Today I bought a new novel by Haruki Murakami and I can't wait to read it! (ya, i know i sound nerdy but nevermind :D)
Today and yesterday I rewatched Grey's Anatomy season 1 and a bit of season 2 with my sister and you know what? I feel like going to med school now. Hahah!
Today I received the words "Suppose you will get what you want..." from a fortune cookie.
Today I realized that I am happy :)

Got to go sleep now.
Goodnight!

:)

boom! you ready?

2008-07-15T17:37:00.003+08:00

today's a pretty slow day.
i've been trying to listen to every motorcycle sound that passes my house.

is it the postman ? *runs to the window*

it's now 6 and he's still not here !
i've been went patiently for that big bag of goodies ! :(
jasmine and tania are going to be sooo dissappointed.
sorry girls!

in the mean time, i'm trying to run through everything in my head to see whether i've missed out anything for my iu day this saturday. hopefully everything goes well this saturday. heard from jasmine that pretty people are coming ! *excited*
so i hope it doesnt get screwed up! i'll have to be very impressive on that day. :):):):)
i wonder what do french guys wear :/

postman with my big bag of gooodieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees, you're making me angry !

tout le monde

2008-07-14T20:11:00.002+08:00

Finally! I have started on 5 Amanah's senior page. It is going okay, but I need pictures from you alllll. If you don't pass them to me your face will not be in the yearbook, I am warning you. Hahah.

Editing the senior page makes me feel like I am really really really going to miss school when SPM is over. I'm so used to having to wake up at 6.30ish and putting on my white and turquoise baju kurung, it's such a habit that I know will be hard to break :( It's not just the daily routine, it's the environment that I am in everyday that is the hardest to say goodbye to :(

5 more days to IU Day!

Hope the badges will look awesome :D

around the world around the worrrlllddddd

2008-07-09T23:12:00.006+08:00

people do come more often when pictures are posted !

anyway, i think the online shopping has taken over me again.

it's really hard to resist okay when those pretty clothes are just a click away !! :(

anyway, i've been searching high and low for the perfect piece to wear for next saturday.

how do i look french ?

why are french people so hard to keep up to !

even their language is so hard to learn :(

honestly, i don't think i know how to pronounce j'aime la france correctly either :/

but i guess that's what made them so arrogant about it :)

okay that's about it.

nuffnang money please go up! *prays*

seeing hq dance makes my day !! :))))

currently in love with : sexy can i - ray j feat. yung berg

why are all my sentences stuck together everytime i publish it !!!!!!!!!!!!

Éspoire est un plât bien trop vite consommé

2008-07-07T20:05:00.005+08:00

here it is !

our very much anticipated 3rd international understanding day !

this flyer is LOVE !

tzeyin always makes the best flyers :) the badges are even cuter ! :) we'll be selling them on the day itself. so come if you want it. ha ha

any questions?

you can leave your question at the tagboard. and i'll get back to you.

thank you !

p.s i'm sleeping a happy girl tonight !! :)

look at me, i'm you're fabulous weapon

2008-07-01T20:58:00.005+08:00

Spotted, Po from Kung Fu Panda in Sunway Pyramid.
Haha.

Hmm, nothing much to update about, just that we have a new projector in class and I am quite jakun about it. Happy because this means we won't have to walk to the lab as often anymore! :D I am lazy. Heh heh.

1st of July means that I need to get off my lazy butt and start studying daily. I probably won't be able to keep this up for long though. Why am I such a procrastinator!!

Plus, senior page pictures (in class) are yet to be taken as well.... Gosh, help me. I don't think I am allowed to bring the dSLR to school for that, people, so is a normal digital cam suffice? So sorry, but my dad will kill me if I brought the big camera to school.

I hope that tomorrow will be a good day!

i am thinking of you

2008-06-25T18:22:00.001+08:00

:)

Katy Perry - Thinking of You

i don't know what to put here

2008-06-19T17:32:00.003+08:00

I can feel my shopaholic ways getting the best of me !
~~But I must resist because once I get started again it will be hard to stop and then I might regret getting something that turns out to look really weird on me!~~

Shittt. I just bought something online again!
After one month plus of telling myself that those clothes I see are ugly and not worth it even though I liked it alot, I finally bought this dress.
Am I crazy?!
I feel so mentally weak now. Haha.

In other news, I think I am in love with Kevjumba! He's so hot!

And by in love I don't really mean it, I'm just teasing. Haha. (You have to watch this YouTube video [towards the end] to get the joke :D Watch it even if you're not interested, especially if you're a girl because trust me YOU WILL FALL FOR HIM)

Okay have to go eat my dinner now. It is 6.58pm but I had this blog post open since 5.32pm. Heh heh.

Bye!

hallelujahhh

2008-06-13T16:22:00.003+08:00

the cosmopolitan which is not what i expected, but it isn't bad :)

Well, again the blog has died.

Blogging seems to be very tedious lately, and I don't know why. And no, it's not because I'm naturally lazy, although I am but that's not why the blog is dead. Haha.

I guess I just don't have much to say.

Anyways, I have been very good lately. I haven't bought anything online for almost a month (i think?) !!!!! Are you proud of me or what! HAHA.

Not to mention, I haven't bought any new clothes in real life too! Although I did get the dress I wanted from Forever 21 from my sister :D Thank you che! Heh heh.

Hope my will is strong enough to resist the temptation of buying clothes online!

I am also learning how to play Hallelujah and it is so easy for such a wonderful song!

Yes, that's all I have to say today.

Bye! :D

take me to new york, i'd love to see L.A

2008-06-04T00:05:00.004+08:00

quote of the day

in accounts class

me: teacherr, it's coooold...
mrs ow: cold lehhh... *gives an evil grin*

i was stunned for a while okay!
my brain took a long time to interpret that the fact that i was suffering, actually made her happy!! D:
i never knew she was like that loh.

anyway i still love her. ahaha

falling down

2008-06-03T18:43:00.002+08:00

Short post!

Just wanted to say thank you to everyone for my birthday surprise and outing :)
Siew Lee, Kay, Lynette, Rachel, Martin, Dexter, Lillian, Leona, Jasmine and Rabin!

Thanks for coming :D ! You guys made me very happy. Heehee.

Also thank you to everyone who wished me! So sweet of you guys to remember.

<3

And to end it all, here's a stupid picture of me.

this so failed. haha.